September 2003


general30 Sep 2003 09:26 am

Now Playing @ the TRu:

Pigeon John
… Is Clueless
“The Best in the World”

Hype Line:
“Put your hands down, you let someone else mold you…”

general30 Sep 2003 09:19 am

ahhhhh yeah… it’s Tuesday… i stayed up last night to watch the game… (the Packers beat up the Bears, if you care)… and all i saw was blips between law and order episodes and the last 2 minutes… trippy… anyway… despite being up so late i’m not all that worn out… physically, anyway… it’s always a mental strain to choke the roots of anger towards my coworkers instead of choking them directly…

oOo… my song is on… peep the box that will soon grace the space above this entry…

peace… love… bdg…

general29 Sep 2003 11:12 am

Return of the …

yeah… he’s back… i forgot to mention… my officemate’s wife had a baby during the hurricane… and he was off all last week… i might have enjoyed it more if my mind wasn’t getting harrassed all week… anyway… now he’s back… headphones are in full effect…

phew… busy busy busy… if i accomplish a third of what i intend to this week… it will be a very big week…

peace… love… bdg…

general26 Sep 2003 03:28 pm

three already? dang this day has been flying by… you would think i know what i’m doing… or that i was enjoying it at least… well, i can now take xml that someone else wrote and a stylesheet that i contrive and turn it into a hated pdf… so i get it a little bit… but mostly i’m a hack… (which is quite different from a hacker)…

hmm… so an opportunity that my wife and i have been praying about a lot lately has fallen through… naturally, there is a bit of disappointment… but i’m actually pretty excited, because God must have something better in mind… how’s that for a positive attitude…

well… back to the “stuff”…

peace… love… bdg…

general25 Sep 2003 10:29 am

day three of four… this training is gonna be the death of my sanity… certainly the death of my vanity… it’s pretty tough to be vain when you feel dumb… it doesn’t help that i’m really tired and still pretty woozy… small group met last night… four of us… that’s good… a new guy that i had invited a while back finally decided to come… of course, this was the first week he had a normal schedule… (coming out of the military)… looks like he’ll become a regular… that’s cool… i just always feel like i need to be so theological and profound… last night i was entirely too depleated to be impressive… and, yet, they still seemed to like me…

this orange juice is burning my throat…

peace… love… bdg…

general24 Sep 2003 04:03 pm

update on the ills of the fam… we’re all doing better… i’m still pretty woozey but little boy seems to be rid of the fever… it was great the other day i came home and he peeked around the corner at me as i came in the door… and he came over to be picked up… and was just burrowing his head into my shoulder and chest… and pretty soon he fell asleep… he had missed his afternoon nap… and for a little while… i just held him and all was well… he was at peace…

peace… love… bdg…

general24 Sep 2003 03:59 pm

yeah.. so… i feel a bit dumb today… this class is going so fast… and i seem to be the only one falling behind… ugh…

peace… love… bdg…

general24 Sep 2003 10:33 am

yeah so i’m kinda sick of people… in general… cutting me off in traffic… screaming at me over the phone… let’s get this straight… people think they’re important, cool, and better than others… they’re not any of those… i’m reminded of a line in a song… “we are not as strong… as we think we are”… i would just add many more attributes…

peace… love… bdg…

general22 Sep 2003 04:14 pm

what a weekend… well… my whole family (wife, child and i) got some sort of a cold… poor little boy had a fever… and as we tried to take his temperature he screamed and stared at the thermometer like it was the most terrifying thing… and of course sleeping is tough to do when you wake up every hour coughing… also he’s supposed to be eating real vegetables… but he won’t chew them and they hurt when he swallows them whole… and then he gags… and yesterday he finally threw it all back up on to me… screaming at the top of his lungs… poor poor boy… wish i could just hold him and make everything better… anyway… so yeah, we’re thinking of moving… that’s a lot of money though… a real eye-opener… O.O … anyway…

peace… love… bdg…

general18 Sep 2003 12:10 pm

so… my good neighbors moved out today… they sold their house for about 100k more than they bought it for… makes me think… except the house we would move to is like another 200k more… eh… now we’re stuck with the irritating neighbors… and the neighbors with a thousand kids… that throw dirt over the fence at us… i hope the new neighbors are decent at least… er… i have a headache… maybe i can blame it on the barometric pressure…

peace… love… bdg…

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