man, i’m tired… however, i need to catch up on some emails and uh… this and that… and it seems that the best time to do it is when i’m already bleary-eyed and totally ready to zonk out… then again, i’m pretty much like that all the time, anymore… so, anyway… i survived the first week of being a suddenly single daddy and my reward is… another week… yikes… and more to come in the future… i tell you what… cancer freaking STUNKS… anyway… we had the foyer painted on Friday, and i made it in to the office for a few hours… they had actually changed the entrance codes and such so, well, at least they let me in… the uh climate at work seems to be somewhat okay actually… i will still refrain from too much commenting on that situation though…

Superbowl tomorrow… i’m somewhat excited… not nearly like i expected to be… i think it will be a great game and i’m sure i’ll have fun watching it… many of you know i’ve been watching the past Superbowls this week… (i have the last six on tape)… and as i was watching, it was kind of weird… memories were stirred up and frankly, i’m pretty surprised that i even look forward to Superbowls anymore… it was during the Superbowl XXXV (Ravens and Giants) that i found out my grandfather had died… the following year, my other grandpa was in the hospital with low expectations of living too much longer… (he made it about a month more i think, but it was touch and go for a while)… and then of course this year isn’t exactly the ideal experience thus far… ah well… i guess it just helps keep things in perspective… anyway… i’m pretty much done… i’ll probably be offline most of tomorrow… so if i don’t see you… GO Pats!

oh… i listened to a lot of hip hop today… had to win my buddy over to Mars Ill… silly guy, still not totally sold… but, just shows you the kind of friend i am… a lesser man would’ve just cut him…

the buzzing won’t stop:

Shai Linne – The Solus Christus Project
Mars Ill – Pirate Radio
Mars Ill – Sound Methods 2.0
Mars Ill – Pro Pain

the bright lights:

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peace… love… bdg…